Monkey See, Monkey Do

Bierocks (Runza)

Hubs loves these things, this was the first time I made them and ever ate them…plain they were pretty bland but with a little pickle and mustard they were amazing!

Simple dinner roll stuffed with ground beef, onion, and cabbage. Bake and freeze leftovers. We’ve got plenty left over too!

nastassiasnails:

Giveaway Time!!!

SUPER excited about this one beacuse there will be FOUR winners. Once again, there’s no real reasoning behind this giveaway. I just wanted to thank you all for your continued support of my blog. Its obviously appreciated.

1st place:

O.P.I. - Excuse Moi

Orly - Sweet Peacock

Orly - Androgynie

Orly - Luxe

China Glaze - Marry a Millionaire

2nd place:

Essie - The Resort Collection (mini)

E.L.F. - Metallic Neon Trio

3rd place:

Kleancolor - Sparkling Grapes

Kleancolor - Firework

Kleancolor - Red Sparkle

Kleancolor - Sparkle Purple

Kleancolor - Party Fever

Kleancolor - Blind Date

Kleancolor - Chunky Silver

4th place:

Nabi -Gold Big Ball

Nabi -Pink Heart Glitter

Nabi -Pink Jumbo Glitter

Nabi -Jumbo Lavender Glitter

Package of Nail Art Jewelry

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habitualbliss:

“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.”

(via freedbylove)

Wondering when I get to be sad. Its not fair to the boys to be sad during the day. Its not fair to the hubs to be sad at night. Crying gives me a headache. Doctor says I need to be sad. Says I need to cry.

I don’t have time for this.

I hate going to the doctor.

All dressed and ready for our day. Got errands to run before my doctor’s appointment and before daddy goes to work. How cute are these two? Totally killing my sour mood, hard to be sad around these kiddos, good medicine for my broken heart right now.

My boys are getting so big…

To keep my mind occupied and to send back some love for all of you supporting me through this aweful last week…

I am making Valentines!

Let me know if you’d like one.

this time

Been sick to my stomach the last few days. I am sure it’s a combination of nerves and possible pregnancy, but I just can’t stand not knowing. I keep looking for symptoms, but then when I think there’s one I talk myself out of it because I just want this so badly…skating somewhere between denial and reality sucks right now.

More labs today because last week’s levels didn’t double. Supposedly they’re rushing the results and will call me as soon as they’re in.

Crossing my fingers for very high numbers today.

More fucking labs today…

hopefully I can get in for a sonogram today

hopefully I can get some answers today

• Question: If I were you, I would definitely think about getting a new doctor. I don't think you're overreacting at all. They handled this all SO poorly. No one should ever be treated like this, especially if it's anything to do with a possible miscarriage. This is wrong, wrong, wrong and I feel so bad for you dear. I wish I could give you a big hug! - dollywantacracker
• Answer:

  I agree, anything about a pregnancy or possible miscarriage should be handled with care and respect. I can’t believe this is not how my OB’s office practices, but I think it’s time to find someone who won’t treat me like just another paycheck….

  Thanks for the hug! Hoping we’ll have some clearer answers come Monday.

I love you guys! Thanks so much for all your love and support, you don’t know how much I needed and appreciated your comments and messages. Going to take it easy this weekend and try and stay positive.

Thanks again, you guys are awesome!

a not so brief TMI explanation/rant/search for advice and/or a bit of hope…

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Hanging with my little man tonight while daddy and Xander are at a hockey game.